Sea BUZZ: It's ME~! C.H.U.N.G

AaaaAAAAaaaHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhHhhHhhhHHH!!!!
Where the heck am I???Im LOST...Im nowhere...N Im now here....
Ouch~too long for greetz...
here we go~
I was like doing everything aimless -ly...jz like losing my soul...
tried hard to identify the problems...but failed:|
maybe Im jz too free...too free to think...think too much!
this sem really pawned me down...it was so different than previous...
it's already the 3rd weeks...I got no idea on what Im studying...I need someone...someone do really knows me...(I don't mean that k)...jz to lead me throughout the journey...(Maybe you're just around...but I couldn't recognize)
Like what I said everytime "I trust no one"...yea...it's disgusting...to everyone of you...but true...
The feelings of being lied...being betrayed...being critized...being stabbed were so bad...Experiences do make someone changed...Someone may disagree...but inobviously I am...
Im gonna clarify something here...someone might not know Im no longer the cheerful...easy going 1(Maybe Im still...in some any condition,drunk?or hanging with some old gangies)
But the fact is...Im the one who SHY to strangers...don't like to talk much(even though talk is CHEAP:p)...always black out or blanked during conversation...turned into a quiet 1...yeah...that's me...but sadly, I don't really like the changes...it made me not easy to get along...hard to make friends...totally spoiled my life...

So I say a little pray...
Hope my dreams will take me there...

Musics do help me...a lots...in some circumstances(loneliness,boringness,emoness)...but not permanent...I wondered how're drugs(hehe..Jk oni la...I ain't S.T.U.P.I.D)
I will always remind myself...Whether the rewards worth the effort I paid...or not...(I jz love to be fair!!yeah fair!!...mind you)

This post will be dull without these...Im gonna post some laughingstocks...here you go!